Have A Little Faith in Me

JM,

I know you will be reading this...

6 years na tayo this coming October 15. Time flies no?! Parang kailan lang naging tayo. It was 7:18pm, October 15, 2001. We came from school, and were on our way home, sakay ng red pick up na bulok. hehehe...

Haay, it's been 6 years then...

I have to admit it's not anymore as sweet as candy. We're through with that stage I guess. The past year has been rough I have to say. We both have our sungit times. Madalas nga e. But I do think dala na 'yun ng stress sa school kasi tuwing may pasok lang tayo ganyan e - wednesdays, lalo na. I think kasi we both don't like (or should I say hate) our Insurance class. After that, wala na. Smooth-sailing ulit.

I know things now are not as simple as they were before. Padagdag ng padagdag ang problems. I just want you to know I'm here lang - naka-stand by if ever you need someone. Never forget that. You're not alone JM. Kasama mo ako at sasamahan kita. I can't promise it will all be okay, but there's one thing I do promise - we will go through it all together.

I just want to say that even if the past year has not been as smooth as before, I need you to know that nothing has changed. I still love you with all my heart, with all my soul. You still occupy that very special place in my heart. You are still the one who makes it all - especially law school worth my while. You still manage to make me laugh with your extremely corny jokes. (You're "amino" ... acid! ...hehehe) You are still I run to when my family pisses me - or should I say whenever they make me feel like an incompetent and idiotic nincompoop. You are the same old JM with whom I have developed a deep friendship. You're still my "bestest" best friend. No one knows me like you do, magkasama ba naman tayo buong araw, limang beses isang linggo! hehe... It's funny how you know the reason why I can't focus on studying... faceshop! hahaha! You have a major influence in me - my ways, my thoughts, my actions even. I can't even count na the things na kinopya ko sayo. Idol kita e - seriously. That's why I get hurt when mababa tingin mo sa sarili mo. You have so much potential!

These past few days tinitingnan lang kita. I don't know if you noticed that. And then I realize that I am still very much in love with you. I'm still that 17 year old college girl who is smitten with you...

"Constructive Possession" **kilig**

Here's a song for you...

my friend, my love, my everything.

Have A Little Faith in Me

John Hiatt